Holiday has been great so far :) love spending time with my girl even though it’s mainly shopping. Looking forward to more pool times :) Universal, Disney, Sea World, Busch Gardens and the drive in :) just have to deal with the heat :p
Essay not getting done.
Sore back.
In pain.
The other half would rather celebrate with friends than me.
No food.
Tired.
Need to tidy.
Need to pack.
Gutted is not the word. Proud moment having to be put on hold. Shame really.
Yes, I’m highly stressed because I’ve left all my essays till the last minute. And I’m stressed coz I left my work sheets and home which is adding to the stress. But I then remembered the sheets should be on Elearn. But no would Annemarie bother updating that bit no course she wouldn’t. Coz that would make students happy. And does Harold email back no why would he? Pah! Stupid UCLan.
The fact that I am stressing over a kids game just sums up how I’m feeling right now.
Cannot find the words to write this essay, I have references just nothing to use them for. So an all nighter is on the cards as I have another 4000 word essay to do for Tuesday and tomorrow is football day! Ha. (come on Newcastle)
And I decided to take a break from my work and play on Lego Harry Potter years 5-7. And I’m stuck on the same bit. I keep restarting and still stuck. So I decided to look online, and do they have any walkthroughs for iPads? No. They have it for any other bloody gaming device. I should have just played FIFA.
Ahh well back to this stupid essay. I’d actually like sleep tonight coz the cat kept me up most of last night!
I hate having shitty little arguments in the morning.
I hate always doing something that makes you mad.
I hate feeling sometimes you want better and I just can’t be good enough.
I hate us being like this most of the time. I’m just glad we get through everything and come out stronger.
This weekend started off so great. Then I get called fat and told to go on a diet. So I feel like shit. However coz of this I was out playing football with the brothers for 3 hours which was lovely except the bit where I slipped on mud and fell so hard onto the concrete fucking up my elbow. That is now swollen and achy.
I want to go home now. I have so much to do in so little time and how I feel right now isnt going to make want to do anything but cry…
I really hate from being so happy to falling so hard and bearing depression again…:/